king: Arthur, dirty and in his armour, leans back to consider the situation with narrowed eyes. (✖ gangsta)
Arthur Pendragon ([personal profile] king) wrote in [community profile] scorched2012-02-23 07:54 am

Video.

I've been wondering, Scorched.

[ Arthur has been training since before the sun rose: it's visible in the flush across the bridge of his nose, the way his blond bangs are sticking dark to his temples, the slouch of his usually straight-backed posture. But he needs a break, a distraction from his own mind, from the questions that have been plaguing it without concrete answer. ]

Say that the Door started — temporarily — working the way that all doors should, and we could all trip merrily back to our own worlds.

[ A breath, considering whether he's really going to ask. Despite his slightly laconic tone, he knows how depressing some of the answers he'll get will be. But he still wants to know: ]

Would you stay here in Anatole?

Or would you go home?
girl_unlocking: (o-oh)

[voice]

[personal profile] girl_unlocking 2012-02-24 01:31 pm (UTC)(link)
Wow. I um.

[...]

...I don't know. You mean right now?
girl_unlocking: (:/)

[voice]

[personal profile] girl_unlocking 2012-02-24 02:21 pm (UTC)(link)
I guess you're stuck with me, then.

[...]

But if Buffy weren't here, if she'd never come or if she went back...

...it's complicated.

Not just for me. I mean, it probably is for everyone. You know, factors.
girl_unlocking: (that's got my attention)

[voice]

[personal profile] girl_unlocking 2012-02-24 02:42 pm (UTC)(link)
But if she's here now, I guess I don't need to go home.

She's my factor.

Take her away and maybe I would go. Maybe.

I miss people. A lot. But right now I remember them, and I know that most of them are probably okay. And that there's a chance of seeing them again - here. Any one of them could show up. It's completely possible.

If I went home I might not remember. Riza. Spence. Priscilla. Al. Anyone.
girl_unlocking: (o-oh)

[voice]

[personal profile] girl_unlocking 2012-02-27 01:45 am (UTC)(link)
That's true, too. But what if I didn't ...and kind of did at the same time? Like some weird sadmaking ache that I just couldn't put my finger on?

I don't know.